diary of a rockstar #5

I am writing this to you at the end of the most insane week of my life. It was also the most fun week I’ve ever had, and the week where I suppose I was having fun but the alcohol drilled so many holes in my memory that I’ve lost whole hours. In the past week I’ve done the following things:

- played a mindmelting show at the Popmundo Festival Grounds
- cried happy tears over that
- also got happily drunk over it to celebrate
- ended 16th in the Festival final because of that show (how awesome is that?) – watched GOD SMACKING, earth shaking, mindmelting, revolutionary and perfect shows take place
- got bruised in many mosh pits
- sang my throat raw at many many many concerts
- danced with pretty much everyone I could find at aforementioned concerts – congratulated many talented artists with the amazing shows they’ve played
- wiped a silent tear at the trip down memory lane during the Sex Pixels concert
- got drunk on antique whiskey
- drank champagne and tequila with friends and lovers
- failed to reconstruct holes in my memory after aforementioned tequila
- made a lot of new friends
- chilled and relaxed with my hookah
- stomped in the mud at the Festival terrain (it used to be so lush and grassy, what happened?)
- had mudfights with my friends (which were hilarious by the way)
- snuggled and danced with lots of gorgeous and talented people
- reignited my sex addiction and my smoking addiction (but I am pleased to report that my compulsive urge to go on shopping sprees has dwindled)
- canceled my wedding since my ex-fiance/boyfriend and I thought we’d be much better off not married anyway
- partied with my ex-fiance about canceling the wedding, and got promptly knocked up by him (oops condoms…)
- decided that having a love baby conceived at the festival is MUCH cooler than a stupid wedding – had a few epic hangovers
- had more than a few epic snuggles
- had a GSG week that was the culmination of months and months of hard work.

Shining eyes and no regrets, people. Thanks for all the support we’ve received in the past few weeks, it’s been truly heartwarming and I couldn’t have done any of it without you. Much love, people. Next Festival, I’ll be there again even if it kills me.

So… my band is going on an extended break right now, and the thought of it is frightening. Anyone got any ideas on what to do with that hole in my life?